I'm Yours Until 2am by Waku Okuda

Jun. 2nd, 2026 08:22 pm
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Michio has liked his close friend Kyouichi ever since their school days. Having never confessed his feelings, their platonic relationship continues as he turns 21. When Michio awakens one morning, he finds the world around him unfamiliar. He is 29, and the sleeping face next to his is... From Waku Okuda comes a lovely, heartrending, post-midnight countdown love story.

My Rate: 7 (jpbookstore.com/products/gozen-2-ji-made-kimi-no-mono-part-1)

I'm Yours Until 2am really struck a chord with me! Waku Okuda is fantastic at weaving those bittersweet, emotionally complex narratives, and the time-slip/amnesia trope here definitely amps up the angst.
Let's start with saying that Akari isn't a mustache-twirling villain. She doesn't actively malicious try to ruin Michio’s life, which is refreshing for the genre. However, that almost makes her role more uncomfortable.
Because Michio’s brain "woke up" essentially paused at age 21—deeply in love with Kyouichi—any relationship he built during those forgotten eight years feels like a betrayal of his true self. From the reader's perspective (and 21-year-old Michio's perspective), Akari did intrude on what "should" have been.
She seemed to "insinuate herself into his memories when it convenient" and this hits the nail on the head regarding how memory loss narratives manipulate comfort.
When someone has amnesia, the people around them hold all the cards. They get to curate the past.
Even if Akari wasn't intentionally malicious, she likely presented her history with Michio in a way that protected her own feelings and position in his life.
By filling in the blanks of his lost years, she inadvertently rewrote his narrative, effectively crowding out the space where his foundational feelings for Kyouichi lived. It feels like gaslighting-lite, even if it stems from a place of love or self-preservation on her part.
Waku Okuda is a master at making readers feel this exact type of suffocating conflict. You want Michio and Kyouichi to bridge that 8-year gap, but the reality of the lives they lived in the interim can't just be deleted with a clean erase. Akari represents the heavy reality of the time that passed—a physical reminder that the world didn't stop spinning just because Michio's heart was stuck at 21.
It’s a beautiful, heartrending manga precisely because it leaves you with these complicated feelings. It forces you to sit with the unfairness of lost time and the messy ways third parties become tangled in a soulmate dynamic.

Also celebration

Jun. 2nd, 2026 10:33 am
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Since our anniversary fell on a Monday this year, most of our favorite restaurants were closed. Denise was hungry for bratwurst, and I had a pack in the freezer. Got Hawaiian rolls and sweet corn from Winco, baked a fresh rhubarb pie for dessert, and we celebrated at home.


An anniversary tradition

Jun. 2nd, 2026 09:51 am
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Denise and I celebrated our 35th anniversary yesterday. As is our custom, we spent the day doing an art project, this time, something I learned from Instagram: solar printing with turmeric.

The process is actually pretty simple: mix turmeric with isopropyl alcohol (93%) at a ratio of 1:4--I did one tablespoon of turmeric to four tablespoons alcohol. Brush the mixture over sheets of paper, in this case, 9x12" mixed media drawing paper, 70# weight. Allow to dry--fairly quickly, I'd fired a bisque kiln the previous night, and the studio was warm. Dust off any loose granules of turmeric, and you're ready to go.

Arrange various items on your page to block the sunlight in interesting patterns. If you use pressed leaves, you'll need to weigh them down with a sheet of glass. Otherwise, you can tape the corners of your page to a board so the wind doesn't mess up your art, then put your shadow-makers in place.

Take them outside and leave them in bright sunshine for an hour.

Bring everything back indoors and remove your resist items. You can already see that the exposed turmeric has faded considerably. This will continue if you don't fix the image, which you do with a baking soda bath. I mixed two tablespoons of baking soda with two cups of warm (90° F) water. Poured into a 9x13" cake pan, this made just enough to bathe and fix four prints.

The baking soda bath will also change the color of the image, making it darker and redder. It's a gorgeous process, and I suspect we'll be doing it again, possibly even teaching a session at our book group.



76 Doctor Who icons

Jun. 2nd, 2026 01:17 pm
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76 Eleventh Doctor era icons. Mostly Eleven, but also a few of Amy and a couple of River. There is one spoilery animated icon from The Wedding of River Song. Mostly icons from Vincent and the Doctor and Night Terrors. Some from The Pandorica Opens and The Big Bang.

Teasers:



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Fact: College upperclassman Aimi is, like, the hottest guy on campus. And word is that for those who dare to date him, he has just one rule―he can do whoever he wants whenever he wants without having to answer for it. Which is all fine and good in theory…but in practice, his partners can’t leave fast enough when reality sinks in! At least, that’s how it always went until his underclassman, Kaede, came along. Even kissing his side piece doesn’t seem to faze his supposed boyfriend―which makes Aimi wonder if Kaede even likes him! And what is this strange feeling that keeps bubbling up when he watches Kaede chatting with some cute girls…?

My Rate: 8 (amzn.to/4xjSnZg)

If we look at I Don't Know How to Love through the lens of a traditional, functional relationship, it completely falls apart. But if we treat it as a story about two guys who are dangerously bad at communicating and trying to figure out what they actually mean to each other, it turns into a surprisingly sweet, slow-burn romance.
On paper, the plot sets up a classic bad-boy/good-boy dynamic:
Aimi: The campus playboy with a "no strings attached, I do what I want" rule.
Kaede: The unfazed underclassman who seemingly accepts Aimi’s toxic terms without blinking.
But calling what they have at the start "dating" is a massive stretch. Passing each other in the hallway with a casual wave every two weeks is a passing acquaintance, not a romance!
The charm of this manga relies entirely on the realization that Aimi’s playboy persona is a defense mechanism. He sets up these ridiculous, unhinged rules for dating because he is terrified of actual intimacy and vulnerability (hence the title, I Don't Know How to Love).
When Kaede doesn't run away like everyone else, Aimi's entire system glitches. The comedy and the sweetness come from watching Aimi try to provoke a reaction, fail miserably, and then accidentally fall in love anyway.
The story really hits its stride when the power dynamic shifts. Aimi starts out thinking he holds all the cards, but he quickly becomes the one sweating bullets. Watching him get flustered and jealous over Kaede chatting with girls—while Kaede just goes about his day completely unfazed—is incredibly satisfying.
Yu Machio does a great job of keeping the tone light and cute, even when the premise threatens to lean into angsty territory. The character expressions are expressive and carry a lot of the humor, making the fluffier moments feel genuinely rewarding.
If you're looking for a realistic, mature, and deeply communicative romance from chapter one... this isn't it. If you're looking for a cute, slightly chaotic story about a popular guy realizing he’s not nearly as smooth as he thinks he is, paired with a delightfully unflappable love interest... it’s a total win.
Once you accept that their "relationship" is basically a construction site for the first half of the book, Aimi and Kaede’s journey to actually learning how to love each other is a really fun, endearing read.
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And surely that would include realising that things were not always the exact same way they are today?

For decades, publishers have swapped out cultural references in new editions of books to appeal to younger readers. Fans aren’t always thrilled.

This seems so weird to me. I grew up on reading books that had lingered for however long on the shelves of the children's dept of the local public library - which were all bound in that standard hard-wearing public library binding so one did not have any sense of shiny newness or otherwise - along with my mother's old books, some of which were works of a yet more previous generation which she had loved in her youth.

And that's before we get into the oddness of the Alice books and the talking animals and so forth.

Do they have no imaginations? Are they only supposed to identify with recognisable experiences?

Read somewhere about (in this case I think actually adult readers) who could not deal with subtext, foreshadowing, and other Litry Devices.

I was a bit beswozzled by this chap, too, though perhaps from a rather different direction. I devoured classic novels as a teenager. In a world of distractions, can I relearn how to read them?.

Sometimes books have their time and it is past. And sometimes they are just not the right thing at that moment.

And I also think of times in my past when I had fairly long commutes and other stretches of otherwise dead time that I could fill up with doing perhaps rather dutiful reading of those things One Ought To Read, and whether this is not only my experience. And then one's life shifts and these spaces go away.

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Like many ARMYS already know, western media's interviews when it comes to BTS tend to be either insipid or extremely superficial.

So I was shocked when I watched these two sit-down conversations.


FTR, Zane Lowe is someone that rubs me wrong way. Everything abt his persona reads as trying too hard to be a Cool Dude (TM) and his voice sounds v. swarmy to me. So, only the Tannies would get me to watch this 43-min video.

I will admit that he allowed the guys to answer questions and attempted to give everyone at least two questions. Despite the casual vibes, the interview itself turned out a bit more formal than not (in terms of structure), but I did enjoyed the guys' candidness.




This next one was kind of a multimedia thing in that there was this group interview as well as ones with RM, Jin, SUGA, Hobi, Jimin, V, and Jungkook.

Gotta give props to Brian Hiatt, the journalist, for establishing a good rhythm that allowed BTS to be friendly and goofy.

Tuesday word: Noetic

Jun. 2nd, 2026 10:03 am
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Tuesday, June 2, 2026


<b>Noetic</b> <i>(adjective)

noetic [noh-et-ik]</i>


<b>adjective</b>

1. of or relating to the mind.

2. originating in or apprehended by the reason.


<b>Origin:</b> First recorded in 1645–55; from Greek noētikós “intelligent, intellectual” equivalent to nóē(sis) noesis + -tikos -tic


<b>Example Sentences</b>

Navy and founded the Institute of Noetic Sciences in 1973, organized to sponsor research in the nature of consciousness.

<b><i>From Reuters • Feb. 5, 2016</i></b>


Mitchell founded the Institute of Noetic Sciences in Sausalito, California, which pursues such topics as ESP and the mind.

<i><b>From Time Magazine Archive</b></i>


Mitchell's Institute of Noetic Sciences helped to fund S.R.I.'s Geller research, which was conducted largely by Puthoff and Russell Targ, who happens to be Editor Targ's son.

<b><i>From Time Magazine Archive</i></b>


Thus Plato and Plotinus call "Noetic work" that which the Yogi and the Shrotriya term Vidya.

<i><b>From Five Years of Theosophy by Various</b></i>


Noetic quality.—Although so similar to states of feeling, mystical states seem to those who experience them to be also states of knowledge.

<b><i>From Varieties of Religious Experience, a Study in Human Nature by James, William</i></b>

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Title: oaths, sometimes hippocratic
Rating: Teen
Category: F/F
Fandom: The Pitt
Author: shroomy(y)star
Ship/Characters: Victoria Javadi/Cassie McKay
Warnings/Notes: lingerie, dom/sub undertones, age difference, old woman guilt (lol), situationships. first do no harm is more of an outsider thing than an actual medical thing or part of the hippocratic oath from what i can tell, but i thought it was too fun to pass up on, so i used it anyway.
Word Count: 2200
Summary: First, do no harm.

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The Flavor of Melon by Etsuko

Jun. 2nd, 2026 06:03 pm
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"I want you, Nakajo!" Nakajo works at a live music club; Kiuchi is a frequenter. Following a quick exchange of words, the two of them found themselves living together.
Kiuchi said he was just looking for a place to rest his head for a short while; after all, he had just broken up with his girlfriend and had to move out of their shared apartment. What's more, Kiuchi says he can't fall asleep without the heat of another person's body beside him. Nakajo swiftly rejects Kiuchi's request, revealing that he's gay. However, what will Nakajo do when Kiuchi responds with, "That works for me!"...?

My Rate: 8 (mangaplaza.com/title/0303004395/)

On the surface, The Flavor of Melon kicks off with a trope that every seasoned BL reader knows by heart: the sudden, somewhat contrived forced-cohabitation. Boy meets boy, boy loses apartment, boy begs to sleep in other boy's bed because of a highly specific psychological quirk (the inability to sleep alone).
However, under Etsuko’s deft direction, this premise transcends its cliché foundation to become a deeply atmospheric, grounded, and emotionally complex character study.
The story follows Nakajo, a pragmatic and somewhat guarded man working at a live music club, and Kiuchi, a flighty, straight-identified regular who finds himself homeless after a breakup. Kiuchi's shameless request to share Nakajo’s space—and bed—is met with immediate resistance. Nakajo lays his cards on the table: I'm gay, this is a bad idea.
Kiuchi’s casual, boundary-blurring response ("That works for me!") sets off a delicate, high-stakes game of emotional chicken.
Many BLs handle the "straight guy turns gay for one specific man" trope with a lot of hand-waving. Etsuko doesn't do that here. Kiuchi isn't magically enlightened overnight. His casual intrusion into Nakajo's life feels selfish at first, born out of a desperate need for comfort rather than immediate romance. This makes the eventual shift in their dynamic feel earned and intensely palpable.
Nakajo is a fantastic protagonist because he possesses self-preservation. He knows that letting a straight man into his bed is a recipe for heartbreak. The tension in the manga doesn't just come from physical proximity, but from Nakajo trying to maintain his emotional walls while Kiuchi unwittingly (and sometimes wittingly) tears them down.
Etsuko’s art style is beautifully distinct. It’s moody, realistic, and making excellent use of shadows and negative space. The live music club setting and the cramped, quiet apartment feel like living, breathing spaces that mirror the characters' internal states.
If you are looking for an instant, high-heat romance, this isn't it. The story marinates in the quiet, awkward, and hyper-aware moments of two people sharing a small space.
The Flavor of Melon is a standout piece for readers who appreciate nuance over melodrama. It captures the exact flavor of its title—something sweet, but with a distinct, slightly complex texture that you have to sit with to fully appreciate. It’s a beautifully drawn, emotionally intelligent look at vulnerability, loneliness, and the messy way people stumble into love.
A must-read for fans of slice-of-life BL with psychological depth.

TV Tuesday: TV Plus

Jun. 2nd, 2026 10:59 am
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Have you developed any sort of TV-watching habits? In example, these might be tied to specific days of the week, viewing order of pending shows, things you do when watching with someone else, etc.

Poll #34681 TV Watching Habits
This poll is anonymous.
Open to: Registered Users, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 7

Do you feel you have any habits tied to watching TV?

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Yes
2 (28.6%)

No
3 (42.9%)

Depends on the show
2 (28.6%)

If yes, when did these habits start?

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In childhood
1 (25.0%)

In adolescence
0 (0.0%)

As a young adult
0 (0.0%)

With a family or friends
3 (75.0%)

After a change in your life
1 (25.0%)

When you became part of a fandom/fannish about something
3 (75.0%)

After TV changed
1 (25.0%)

Something else mentioned in comments
0 (0.0%)

What do the habits relate to?

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Watching the show
2 (50.0%)

Preparing to watch the show
1 (25.0%)

Post-show viewing
0 (0.0%)

Being alone
0 (0.0%)

Not being alone
1 (25.0%)

Eating or drinking
0 (0.0%)

Games/activities during the show
2 (50.0%)

Location
0 (0.0%)

Scheduling
2 (50.0%)

Something else mentioned in comments
0 (0.0%)

Are the habits...

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Comfort related
1 (25.0%)

Entertainment related
2 (50.0%)

Socializing related
3 (75.0%)

Tradition related
1 (25.0%)

Practical in nature
0 (0.0%)

Have the habits ever been documented in some way?

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Yes
2 (50.0%)

No
2 (50.0%)

Are the habits something you hope to pass on/share with someone else?

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Yes
0 (0.0%)

No
2 (50.0%)

Yes, some of them
2 (50.0%)

Are any habits related to particular events?

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Yes, season premieres
0 (0.0%)

Yes, season endings
1 (25.0%)

Yes, when a show ends its run
0 (0.0%)

Yes, for certain guest stars
0 (0.0%)

Yes, annual events (awards, sports etc.)
1 (25.0%)

Yes, holiday viewing
0 (0.0%)

Yes, rewatches
1 (25.0%)

Yes, something else mentioned in comments
0 (0.0%)

No, none of these
2 (50.0%)

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Whimsical Jaguar by Unohana

Jun. 2nd, 2026 05:19 pm
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Despite being one of the top guitarists in Japan, Shina is pretty much done with the music industry. He comes and goes from Japan as he pleases, unapologetically leaving his longtime lover Arata in the dust. But now Shina's back, bringing with him the same wild passion in bed as he brought to his music on stage. But is it longing Arata feels, or are his feelings towards Shina a touch more... bitter?

My Rate: 8 (tapas.io/series/whimsical-jaguar-mature/info)

Whimsical Jaguar by mangaka Unohana is an incredibly grounding, beautifully textured story that stands out in the crowded "music industry" BL subgenre. If you are looking for high-stakes teenage drama or toxic, explosive codependency, this isn't it. Instead, Unohana gives us a deeply mature, slightly melancholic, and wonderfully realistic look at what happens when adult life, creative burnout, and love collide.
At its core, the story plays with a fascinating emotional imbalance: the anxiety of loving someone who feels larger than life.
Shina (Shiina) isn't malicious, but he is a true creative "jaguar"—mercurial, driven by impulse, and deeply scarred by personal trauma and burnout that forced him to flee the Japanese music scene. When he leaves, it feels like a physical extraction.
Working as a music magazine editor, Arata (Shin) is physically and professionally tied to the very industry Shina abandoned. He represents stability.
The "bitterness" Arata feels isn't actually petty jealousy; it's a very relatable blend of loneliness, exhaustion, and inferiority. Loving a genius means accepting that you might never be their sole anchor. Arata’s struggle to balance his own self-worth with his absolute devotion to Shina is the true emotional engine of the manga.
While the synopsis promises "wild passion," the actual execution leans closer to a comforting, thoughtful slice-of-life—just with explicit, beautifully drawn intimacy.
What makes this relationship a massive "green flag" despite Shina’s disappearing acts is the foundational trust. Arata doesn't worry about infidelity; he worries about Shina losing himself. Their reunion is intensely passionate, but it acts as a language for them to communicate things they can't quite put into adult words.
This manga skips the traditional coming-out tropes or first-love naivety. It tackles real adult issues: career existentialism, the fear of losing your passion, and how to maintain a long-term bond when your paths naturally diverge.
Unohana’s art style perfectly mirrors the story’s atmosphere. It’s clean, expressive, and incredibly adept at capturing micro-expressions. The musical performances feel kinetic, but the quiet moments—a shared look across a room, the physical weight of Shina sleeping off his jet lag—are where the artwork truly shines.
Highly Recommended For fans of mature, adult BL stories (like Given, but with an older, established cast). Readers who love themes of artistic burnout, healing, and mutual emotional support.
It is a deeply comforting read that respects its characters and treats its audience like adults. It reminds us that sometimes, loving a whimsical creature doesn't mean clipping its wings—it means making sure they always know where home is.
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As mentioned previously, the Blackstone Audiobooks reading by Grover Gardner of "Darksight Dare" releases today as an Audible exclusive. It will have general release on other vendor platforms August 2.




https://www.amazon.com/Darksight-Dare...

Fast work on Blackstone's part!

Ta, L.

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