FAKE Ficlet: Passion And Desire [NSFW]
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badly_knittedTitle: Passion And Desire
Fandom: FAKE
Author:
badly_knittedCharacters: Ryo, Dee.
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 654
Setting: Back Stage Pass 2.
Summary: Ryo is never this uninhibited, but he really wishes he could be this way without the help of cold medication and alcohol.
Written For:
topaz_eyes’s prompt ‘Any, any, In the swirling, curling storm of desire’, at ![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png){kind=small}
threesentenceficathon.Disclaimer: I don’t own FAKE, or the characters. They belong to the wonderful Sanami Matoh.
This isn’t him, Ryo thinks; it’s totally out of character. He’s never been like this, has always found sex, even with Dee, embarrassing, a bit awkward, because he’s simply not used to feeling sexual desire, at least not to this extent. And it’s not that he doesn’t usually enjoy being with his lover, because he does, despite the awkwardness and embarrassment; it just isn’t easy for him to let go, surrender to passion and desire the way Dee does.
He’s always been kind of… repressed, he supposes, wanting Dee but still too unsure of himself to fully embrace the experience, often wondering if Dee finds him disappointing in bed because of his hang-ups and inexperience, because… Well, before Dee, he wasn’t all that interested in sex, finding the whole thing lacking, a waste of time and effort. Which, in retrospect, he now knows was mostly because he wasn’t really into women; that discovery was an eye-opener. Still, even though he now understands that it’s men that turn him on, and one man in particular, he still can’t quite get past all the baggage from before. Well, not usually, but…
Tonight, things are different; he can feel desire curling and swelling inside him, sizzling along his nerves, sensitising his whole body, and when Dee… sucked him off… Just thinking about it makes heat surge inside him! When Dee did that, it took the edge off, but it didn’t douse the flames; if anything, it simply stoked them higher, so that now Ryo wants Dee even more than he did before… Which shouldn’t be possible, but that’s the way he feels.
While he knows this is mostly the result of accidentally mixing cough syrup and alcohol, part of him wishes it wasn’t, and that he could always feel this fire when he’s with his lover, because for once he hardly feels embarrassed at all. He just knows what he wants, which is Dee, touching him, kissing him, inside him, loving him, but he also wants to be the one doing the touching, and the kissing, and even the licking, and… Well, why shouldn’t he be? What’s stopping him? Dee is his, and Dee wants him, and he wants Dee just as much… He hardly thinks Dee will object.
So he does what his mind and body are urging him to do; he rejects his usual passivity, and kisses Dee hard, runs his hands over his lover’s broad shoulders, his smooth, leanly muscled chest… He leans forward to lick and taste, exploring the contours of his lover’s body with his tongue, delighting in Dee’s gasps, and it’s beyond intoxicating! He doesn’t want to stop, can’t stop, goes lower, and takes Dee’s erection in his mouth, sucking, teasing, savouring the silken weight against his tongue, and moans with pleasure.
It makes him almost giddy having this much power over the man he loves, but even this isn’t enough; he wants Dee too much to wait any longer, burns to feel his lover inside him, filling him… He pushes Dee down, straddles his hips to impale himself on his lover’s length, feeling the storm of desire raging inside him, roaring through his blood. He surrenders himself completely, holding nothing back, as he never has before, and it’s the most intense, mind-blowing experience of his entire life, riding Dee relentlessly in search of his own satisfaction.
He doesn’t even mind when Dee flips them over, driving into him with short, urgent thrusts, because the change of position means he can take his lover deeper, and the stimulation intensifies, sending sparks flying through every nerve, an electrical storm of sensation. He clutches at Dee as they both soar towards completion and plunge over the edge.
As pleasure explodes throughout his body, Ryo’s mind whites out, complete sensation overload, and his final thought before exhaustion claims him is that whatever it takes, he wants to feel this way, be this uninhibited, again.
The End
He’s always been kind of… repressed, he supposes, wanting Dee but still too unsure of himself to fully embrace the experience, often wondering if Dee finds him disappointing in bed because of his hang-ups and inexperience, because… Well, before Dee, he wasn’t all that interested in sex, finding the whole thing lacking, a waste of time and effort. Which, in retrospect, he now knows was mostly because he wasn’t really into women; that discovery was an eye-opener. Still, even though he now understands that it’s men that turn him on, and one man in particular, he still can’t quite get past all the baggage from before. Well, not usually, but…
Tonight, things are different; he can feel desire curling and swelling inside him, sizzling along his nerves, sensitising his whole body, and when Dee… sucked him off… Just thinking about it makes heat surge inside him! When Dee did that, it took the edge off, but it didn’t douse the flames; if anything, it simply stoked them higher, so that now Ryo wants Dee even more than he did before… Which shouldn’t be possible, but that’s the way he feels.
While he knows this is mostly the result of accidentally mixing cough syrup and alcohol, part of him wishes it wasn’t, and that he could always feel this fire when he’s with his lover, because for once he hardly feels embarrassed at all. He just knows what he wants, which is Dee, touching him, kissing him, inside him, loving him, but he also wants to be the one doing the touching, and the kissing, and even the licking, and… Well, why shouldn’t he be? What’s stopping him? Dee is his, and Dee wants him, and he wants Dee just as much… He hardly thinks Dee will object.
So he does what his mind and body are urging him to do; he rejects his usual passivity, and kisses Dee hard, runs his hands over his lover’s broad shoulders, his smooth, leanly muscled chest… He leans forward to lick and taste, exploring the contours of his lover’s body with his tongue, delighting in Dee’s gasps, and it’s beyond intoxicating! He doesn’t want to stop, can’t stop, goes lower, and takes Dee’s erection in his mouth, sucking, teasing, savouring the silken weight against his tongue, and moans with pleasure.
It makes him almost giddy having this much power over the man he loves, but even this isn’t enough; he wants Dee too much to wait any longer, burns to feel his lover inside him, filling him… He pushes Dee down, straddles his hips to impale himself on his lover’s length, feeling the storm of desire raging inside him, roaring through his blood. He surrenders himself completely, holding nothing back, as he never has before, and it’s the most intense, mind-blowing experience of his entire life, riding Dee relentlessly in search of his own satisfaction.
He doesn’t even mind when Dee flips them over, driving into him with short, urgent thrusts, because the change of position means he can take his lover deeper, and the stimulation intensifies, sending sparks flying through every nerve, an electrical storm of sensation. He clutches at Dee as they both soar towards completion and plunge over the edge.
As pleasure explodes throughout his body, Ryo’s mind whites out, complete sensation overload, and his final thought before exhaustion claims him is that whatever it takes, he wants to feel this way, be this uninhibited, again.
The End
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Date: 2026-01-16 08:14 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2026-01-16 09:38 pm (UTC)Thank you!